But it was ok

This morning i woke to find i was still on our couch
It's comfy, longer than i am tall, and green.

But its hard to sleep on.

No rolling over

No sleeping on my tummy like i usually do

No comfortable pillows

Painful kinks in my neck all night

Loud boys up around seven in the morning

But it was ok, I had fallen asleep to one of my fave movies, Serenity

I had somehow slept through the boys' noise

It was 10:30

When i tried to go back to sleep in my own little bed

my tummy hurt

But it was ok, I didn't need to sleep anymore anyways

The boys were playing video games

which always leads to fights

sometimes with fists being a part of it

They were screaming, almost crying, and saying they didn't want to exchange presents with eachother

But it was ok, they got over it and are most certainly still exchanging gifts

Then when my mom needed the computer from me i convinced creampuff to move a little

When he sat back down it was right by me

I was curled up so he ended up sitting pretty much on my bum

i asked him to move

he was playing video games

wasn't listening

it was uncomfortable

But it was ok, I got him to move a little so he wasn't on my bum

I looked at some posts from nie nie that made me cry

her story is amazing, so is she

I read some of my momma's posts about my twilight trip

it made me cry

i realized i missed my friends

and i just saw them yesterday

that made me cry

I realized how much i miss Washington/Oregon

how much i want to go back

that made me cry

i'm not sure why...

but for whatever reason

today is a bad crying day

But that's ok,

i'm gonna change it.

no promises that i won't cry a little more

but i'm gonna change it.

Today is a beautiful winter day

that God gave to us

it snowed a little more

and i get to stay inside

Kieyera brought me some candy cane hot cocoa that i am THOROUGHLY going to enjoy

(Thanks a ton Kieyera!)

The snow is pretty

I get to be with my family all day

We started to watch Flushed Away

it has hugh jackman AND kate winslet

i'm going to make myself some real good breakfast

i'm alive and healthy

i'll get to lay on my tummy tonight

i have a wonderful rice bag!

that is green and has monkeys on it

i know how to sing rudolph the red nosed reindeer in Sign Language

i have so much to be thankful for

there's no need to cry

after all, everythings ok

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